I Will Be Myself And Not What Others Want Me To Be

@mandy You didn't answer why you lied. I am curious. You are welcome. Just be you. You don't have to expose your whole self. You choose how much.

@PoetryNEmotion I guess I wanted to be someone I wasn't. I got hurt very badly after a three year affair by the only man I was ever able to fall in love with. Mentally I have never been well. He ended our relationship and cut me out of his life with no closure or even a goodbye. He was there and then gone. I have come to think of him as dead rather than the reality of his abandonment. It makes it easier. I know I am not a widow yet feel like the widow of a man who died suddenly without warning.

@mandy Well, that is honest and I thank you for this. That wasn't so bad now, saying this. Thank you.

@samueltyler2 don't worry about making fun. I have a good sense of humor and usually do not take my self too seriously. At least you knew what I was talking about.

@mandy where are you from?

MO or the USA

@ashishkapren thanks but don't expect any more lies.

What lies

@ashishkapren like about what I wrote about in this story.

@InOtterWords thanks

@sighmeupforthat I wasn't here until a few days ago.