I Used to Self Harm
What Have I Done?
Locking myself in my room.. I lay on my bed
My head is pounding.. And it's hard to breathe
Thoughts are racing through my head begin to fight with myself
Wondering.. Should I? Or shouldnt I?
My mind is telling me "do it"..
I can't.. I'll let down so many people
I give in.. I pick up my blade
I make a cut or two into my skin
It hurts.. Its been awhile
Before I knew it.. My heart rate slowed down
I could breathe again
Ashamed of myself I put the razor down.. I silently start to cry..
I whisper to myself.. What have I done?
I QUIT CUTTING IN '05 BUT RELAPSED IN' 07. THAT'S WHEN I WROTE THIS. I HAVEN'T CUT SINCE ALTHOUGH THE URGE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE. WRITING AND COMING ON HERE TO SHARE AND TALK TO OTHERS HELPS.
Locking myself in my room.. I lay on my bed
My head is pounding.. And it's hard to breathe
Thoughts are racing through my head begin to fight with myself
Wondering.. Should I? Or shouldnt I?
My mind is telling me "do it"..
I can't.. I'll let down so many people
I give in.. I pick up my blade
I make a cut or two into my skin
It hurts.. Its been awhile
Before I knew it.. My heart rate slowed down
I could breathe again
Ashamed of myself I put the razor down.. I silently start to cry..
I whisper to myself.. What have I done?
I QUIT CUTTING IN '05 BUT RELAPSED IN' 07. THAT'S WHEN I WROTE THIS. I HAVEN'T CUT SINCE ALTHOUGH THE URGE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE. WRITING AND COMING ON HERE TO SHARE AND TALK TO OTHERS HELPS.