I know this is old.... But...I'mnot sure if you're still self harmin.

Imagine a painting on display in a museum. It was made by a well-known artist hundreds of years ago. People travel from other countries to admire the artists painting. It's so priceless, it's guarded.

Now imagine someone with a knife running by the painting at slashing it.
A masterpiece permanently damaged. People are appalled and saddened.

You are so much more valuable than any painting.

Stay strong.... Stay beautiful. 😕

Very well described. Though I don't self harm your words allowed me access to your pain and thoughts.

This is the most relatable thing I've seen on this site

what pain? is so great that u do this

Hugs