I Used to Self Harm

I did it again. After years of self control. People push me to this. And then they blame me that I am crazy and that they didn't do anything I have always been depressed so it's not their fault.I am realy tired of living. I don't want to face another day. But I dont want to die. I have so many dreams left, i want to achieve so much but I am realy tired. I am very much tired. Why God made me this way if there wasn't any place for my type of people here.

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colourlessflower · 22-25, F

Everyone has a reason for being here. God put you through this for a reason. Your pain, It all is part of something bigger. Maybe you just don't know it yet.

Juliet22 · 26-30, F

@colourlessflower: yeah maybe you are right ☺ thanks for your response.

Spokeskitties75 · 46-50, M

I've never gotten to the point of self harm, I would think as a person who has been hurt, you would want to inflict pain on someone else to vent, not on yourself.

Juliet22 · 26-30, F

When you feel guilty for puting yourself in such situations ,then you punish yourself.

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