I was a cutter during my depression years. Doctors were puzzled because this is usually more common among teenage girls

@itsok
As far as cutting? Yes, I don’t have any desire to do that anymore but I have felt suicidal.
But that’s another matter

@HijabaDabbaDoo @Lostpoet
Thank you for your kind concern.

I probably shouldn’t have posted this and I’ll take it down soon.
It’s just that sometimes I get into these melancholy moods and my mind wanders back to the past when I had so many problems with my head.
This activity led up to multiple attempts to end myself.
I felt so alone then, so disappointed in myself.. when I was hospitalized only one of my seven siblings visited me and only because he was bringing my mother who was a literal saint..

None of them ever talked to me about it.. not for years and years,
I’ve been thinking about coming out as bisexual. But I’m nervous about it..
probably what brought this on..

I’ve always had a genuine respect for you , you’re a very thoughtful, intelligent and caring young woman..

I know men like me aren’t on the top of your list of potential friends but you’re appreciated by more people than you suspect..

Thank you both for your kind support.
Lostpoet has always been kind and supportive especially of my silly attempts at writing and that too is appreciated!

@Telcontar I'm sorry you've been struggling so much, I'm hoping you're in a better place now. Life comes with it's challenges, it's a shame you had to spend the dark moments alone. It's nothing to be ashamed of to have felt. If it's worth anything i'm glad you're still here💙
Have you been around for a while under a different username?

@HijabaDabbaDoo
You have a PM