I hate that dang doctor [I Have Self Harm Scars]

After sedating a patient, she started to pass harsh comments on her self harm scars. I was like wtf. That disturbed me even more. She was literally making fun of the woman and wondering whyyyyyy people resort to self harm.
I wanted to tell the doctor that I too wonder whyyyyy she herself is so obese, way over her BMI when exercise and diet exist???? How would she like that?!!

I felt a lump in my throat because I wanted to cry really hard. I didn't feel like assisting her at all. Thank goodness someone had arrived to assist her so I left asap. I hid in another room and cried because it was very hurtful all the things she had said.