What a bipolar should do ?

Well I have been depressed my whole life and now I am bipolar. Why these things always choose me..my loved ones are afraid of me now. I am agressive, I threat , i shout i overreact. sometimes I hate everyone but the very next moment i apologize. No one understands. Everyone is leaving.they are tired of me now. Ofcourse not their fault. Why would anyone tolerate such a person. Nobody wants such burden. People tried to be with me and now they are leaving. I am all on my own and i dont know where to start. How to cure it. Cant afford a pcychologist right now. What to do?

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rckt148 · 61-69, M

you can go to an ER and say you might be a danger to yourself or others
they will baker act you for 72 hours for evaluation ,but they also might give you some Psych tests and come up with some meds that can help you ,
you can also ask to see the social worker and he or she may be able to help you get further assistance
and in a case like that they won't turn you away for lack of funds
its an idea ,and they will get to you right away

Juliet22 · 26-30, F

@rckt148: what is an ER . I dont know. Well I am saving for my visit to psychologist. Maybe I get help soon.

rckt148 · 61-69, M

@Juliet22: ER is an emergency room ,
they take people saying the are going to harm themselves seriously ,
and then at least the Doctors can evaluate you ,a few people I told to do this did ,the social worker helped them get all kinds of stuff that got them on their feet and able to do for themselves again ,when they couldn't do anything but sleep and eat prior to that