What a bipolar should do ?

Well I have been depressed my whole life and now I am bipolar. Why these things always choose me..my loved ones are afraid of me now. I am agressive, I threat , i shout i overreact. sometimes I hate everyone but the very next moment i apologize. No one understands. Everyone is leaving.they are tired of me now. Ofcourse not their fault. Why would anyone tolerate such a person. Nobody wants such burden. People tried to be with me and now they are leaving. I am all on my own and i dont know where to start. How to cure it. Cant afford a pcychologist right now. What to do?

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Mugin16 · 46-50, M

That is a very bad and tough situation. Tell your loved ones that you have been diagnosed with Bipolar Personality Disorder. Ask them to do research about it or tell them about it. They need to know or otherwise they will all withdraw from you.

I feel for you.

Juliet22 · 26-30, F

@Mugin16: i told them. People just can't get it. They just say. Be happy. Dont think. And you will be fine. I mean this is not how things work

Mugin16 · 46-50, M

@Juliet22: I know that it does not work. If you are depressed and bipolar you cannot simply be happy just like that. I wish you lots of strength, patience and luck!