Any advices..?(update of my last post)

After some months fighting and all that crap I finally ended up leaving after he said he never actually liked me and everything i did just made me not likeable. I do understand i wasn’t perfect but i was never enough for him, and he never appreciated my efforts, it was extremely frustrating and tiring. I blocked him everywhere cuz i was just so shocked, mad and confused, ik it wasnt right but i couldnt rlly think straight and after some hours I checked his pinterest bio and he said i was a fake friend, i made everything abt myself and that i didnt like when things didnt go how i wanted, so i tried to talk to him and we actually did, i tried to explain why i did what i did but he didnt really seem to understand however we kinda ended things on good terms i guess, he told me to take care and that he didnt want to give me another chance( honestly i was going to leave him first since it would be extremely hurtful for me to be friends with the guy that i had a crush on and thought he felt the same way for months never actually did). I haven’t checked anything abt him since then(its been almost a week) and i dont think i will so soon. sometimes when i miss him i try to remember of how rude he was to me and how he hurt me so many times and never even cared enough to apologize even though he always said i meant alot to him. Coming back to him rn would be just so damn bad that not even my delusional ass is being able to make me. But i still do care for his well-being 🙁i just hope i can get over it soon and maybe if im lucky enough we can be friends again in some years :(