Relationship Advice

So basically, i searched up venting websites and i doubt anyone will actually see this but i just want to talk about my love life. I have had a few people in my life of being a teenager with mediocre looks i guess that have liked me but I've never loved someone like this before. And the best part is that he liked me! TWICE EVEN. We were actually going to date but i got the ick (look i just could not get his sweaty face out of my mind sorry not sorry, look if you saw in real life you would be the same just saying) and shut him down around 2 months ago. And ive fallen back i love with him for over month. I've tried to get the convocation going again but it hasn't been the same. PLS HELP HOW THE F DO i get him to like me, no not like me LOVE me. I think he still does cause once in a while we get a good conversation going and i leave and im like 80% sure he likes me again so that's good at least , we have deep and meaningful conversations and he is actually really sweet and makes me smile like a tonne when i text him aswell he does the little smiley faces when we chat online and i dont know if its an ick yet but i think its really cute. (btw i mean this :) , i even texted him after to say how nice our conversation was and he agreed! Like hello OMG he definitely likes me!!!! I Have no idea how o tell him i like him again!!!???? However, my family and friends hate him. Like really dont like him, and for i guess good reason: partly cause he had his reputation way way back for being kinda dating every girl he saw in his sight. I even dated him then. The thing is we are kinda on the same level of looks but has got abs and muscles. (LIKE OH MY GOD THE DREAM!!!! AM I RIGHT!!!) id say we would be a great match cause ive got a above average body if i dont say so myself (which i specifically wear crop tops around him if i can). I mean we have even kissed each other already, well that was when we were 9 or something behind a shed and on the cheek but im not going to go into that cause we all have moment we are not proud of also how cute would it be to say to our kids if we have any that we fell in love since we were 9 like awwww. but i'm saying TRUE LOVE!!! I might be a little over reacting but i truly am falling for this stupid guy. I think its the fact that he is 1. Single 2. liked me and hopefully still likes me but has not messaged me in well over a couple weeks 3. is hot But this is gonna make me sound horrible but sometimes he can be a little weird, like he can do a backflip and pull ups and stuff which is kinda cool and hot if you ask me but he is SOOOOOO cringy sometimes like people ask him to do backflips and that makes me wince when he does them. Am i a horrible person well probably but its not cool.... Sure it would be cool if he did them for me but not in public like noo eww. Sorry anyway. HOW DO I GET HIM TO LIKE ME!? i go to scouts with him every Friday so i can see him them but how do i coincidently be in a group with him or something. Like ive tried to chat up conversations with him but Im heartbroken by the fact that he chose my friend to be in a group with not ME!!! He might even like her Im little upset about that. Please help and love you guys! Please share all your guy knowledge with me!! <3 praying no one sees this kinda