I feel like I am getting addicted to cheese

I never used to eat cheese, well, atleast not the way I've been eating it lately.
I actually really want to be vegan, and I was, but recently I moved back to my mothers house, and ended up eating a piece of cheese and since then I cannot stop.
I tell myself.
Do.
Not.
Do this.

But. I always do.

I wish I had never eaten that piece of cheese, but honestly I don't know what to do
its just...
bad.
Its getting obsessive
I am thinking about the cheese all the time

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NightTimeWolf · M

It's high fat and high protein, maybe your body is needing that.

FallenSpirit · 26-30, F

well I had a longer starving period due to drug abuse, but ive been getting plenty of fat and protein these days, could it be the starvation that is causing my body to think it is in need of more protein and fat? :D Sorry if im not making any sense, havent slept in a while

NightTimeWolf · M

@FallenSpirit: Fellow insomniac here. It makes perfect sense to me yes, maybe it is overcompensating as an insurance policy, to fatten you up.

FallenSpirit · 26-30, F

@NightTimeWolf: ohh insomnia good old friend, yes..
A little off topic, but might I ask how come you identify with wolves? Or is it purely for a nickname

NightTimeWolf · M

@FallenSpirit: I love dogs, and wolves run wild and free which is something that appeals to me so there ya go. The night time thing is because I stay up late due to sleep probs.

FallenSpirit · 26-30, F

@NightTimeWolf: I see, I see. Cool! :D I've always wanted a wolf tattoo on my thigh, but never got around to do it

NightTimeWolf · M

@FallenSpirit: Sounds good!