How to let go of feeling of regret when you had one chance of hope and you made bad decision of turning down that too :(

I recently relocated to different city where my husband works as I was laid off from my last job as company closed down.I am struggling to get suitable job due to travelling distance.We cant shift to city as my husband is having stable job nearby our residence.After giving so many interview I got selected in one company for same position but they were not even paying half of my last drawn salary .Also company was very small with very bad working environment and was very far away travelling wise.I turned it down.Now I regret as I am not getting selected in any interview of same position.I am afraid again I have to work in ground level and its very difficult again to get promoted to next level which I had in my last job.I tried contacting that small company whether I can join now but they are not responding.Feeling regret.This feeling is killing me.Wont life give me one more chance????