Wondering if you can relate????

Lately I have been really angry at my self nothing is making it better no medicine no doctor not counselor or even praying I feel hopeless at time is this just a learning process?or is there more to it ? Serious question ....so I was wondering if anyone feels that way how can you relate to me in some way shape or form .... I think it has to do with abandonment issues from my parents and sister and brother anyhow I was living on the streets and well I’ve been blessed to actually have a home now thank GOD for all his blessings

If you guys relate do you trow a tantrum or something or hurt your self or others ect ect

I’m very peaceful I have been know to hurt only my self it’s not right for someone else to go threw your emotions