Living in the past...

i find myself always looking back and just finding comfort at old memories and the good old times. i practically live in the past to distract myself from how miserable my present time is. these 4 months have been rough and very difficult. everything about life and during life before these 4 months, though, have been perfect. i miss it all so much. its hard to believe that my future will hold the same amount of happiness as my past years/times. its hard to believe that there will be better times and better memories. i feel as if all my best days are behind me and there is no more :( so sad.

but i thank anyone who has reached out and helped me through this dark patch, much love!