What standards do you judge yourself by?

I'm very harsh on myself.
by my estimates I'm worthless.

I'm broken beyond repair.
everyday is a struggle to find a reason to continue..

I feel no love in my life, no happiness, no joy.
what worth is such a man with nothing to give but that wich he has not..

there is empathy, caring and concern, but there is also guilt, shame and regret.

I'm damaged and alone, unworthy and hopeless.

that's how I judge myself.