anyone else have a fear of showing care?

like literally any sign of showing care and im crazy regretful. if its a smile, holding hands, saying i love you. i think its very very hard.
if its someone i really care about and i say even a hi to them i freak out. does anyone else have this problem too?

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ghosts

I suppose I have this fear although I don't get intense anxiety from it. I feel like smiling or saying hi or whatever will make me seem somewhat vulnerable. It's kind of annoying and silly.