I need a therapist

I don’t want to get out of bed in the morning, I don’t want to face the day, my brother and his girlfriend make me feel like I’m walking on eggshells everyday. They both have OCD about keeping the house clean. Even the bowl have to be in a certain order. Where as I have ADD. I don’t notice when things are out of place. And like what difference does it make if they are lined left to right or right to left. It’s not like I put them in the wrong cabinet where they can’t be found. I drives them crazy if I leave my school stuff out on the couch with my computer. I’m just going to wake up the next morning and pick up where I left off. If I put it away then in the morning I have to backtrack and try to figure out what’s I left off. I have no one to talk to. My dad is always at work. I don’t have a mom. And I had to get rid of my dog.