I Need Someone to Talk to

Mistaken... Even though I am young, I have made many, many mistakes. And done a lot of stuff I truly regret. I'm depressed, and have been for 3 years now. My self esteem has slowly diminished since I was 9 years old. I'm really looking for one person who I can tell everything. And they won't leave. I know I am a horrible person, and I need to change my ways. But I need encouragement. And i'm too scared to tell my current friends the monster I really am. :(

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jay1414

What did you do that was so wrong? Everyone makes mistakes, but mistakes make you who you are you you should be proud of who you are because everyone is a perfect, beautiful person no matter what.

21cookielover21 · 26-30, F

Maybe every PERSON. But I'm not a person, I'm a monster.

jay1414

You're not a monster. I guarantee it. You are as much of a human beig as anyone else is. Learn and understand that. What did you do that was so wrong?

21cookielover21 · 26-30, F

I don't wanna say it here where everyone can see it :$

jay1414

Message it to me if you's like to

21cookielover21 · 26-30, F

Thanks

jay1414

Don't be afraid to tell someone. It will be better that way trust me I went through the same thing.

21cookielover21 · 26-30, F

I'll try. It's hard for me to trust people sometimes and I push people away a lot cuz I'm scared.

jay1414

Same with me. I also have a problem. When I was a child maye 9 or 10 I had a weird sexual experience with my male cousin and brother and we did sexual things just not as far as intercourse but it is a part of growing up and learning and its normal but I still feel really guilty and I can't get over it.