I Need Someone to Talk to

Mistaken... Even though I am young, I have made many, many mistakes. And done a lot of stuff I truly regret. I'm depressed, and have been for 3 years now. My self esteem has slowly diminished since I was 9 years old. I'm really looking for one person who I can tell everything. And they won't leave. I know I am a horrible person, and I need to change my ways. But I need encouragement. And i'm too scared to tell my current friends the monster I really am. :(

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lunie2ns

In response to hating yourself... I feel that way a lot of the time. Find it easy to hate myself, but love others. But I know I shouldn't. I have made horrible life changing mistakes myself. So even though I can understand hating yourself more than others, I still have a little hope in others, and sometimes myself as well. I hope you can grow to appreciate yourself. I can listen if you would like and you have a lot of others here for you also.

21cookielover21 · 26-30, F

Yeah, it's just hard for me to get past all the things I have done. Thank you though. I appreciate the offer.