I Need Someone to Talk to

Mistaken... Even though I am young, I have made many, many mistakes. And done a lot of stuff I truly regret. I'm depressed, and have been for 3 years now. My self esteem has slowly diminished since I was 9 years old. I'm really looking for one person who I can tell everything. And they won't leave. I know I am a horrible person, and I need to change my ways. But I need encouragement. And i'm too scared to tell my current friends the monster I really am. :(

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kristindxoxo94

Don't be so hard on yourself! Like you said you are young. When we are young we make mistakes its how we learn. Life is beautiful and it truly is a gift don't waste it being sad. Find something or someone who makes you happy focus your attention on the brighter happier things in your life that you love! I promise the more positive you talk to yourself the better you will feel on the inside. Its hard to have a high self esteem especially in this century with all the social pressures but please try to have some respect for yourself, and cherish/love yourself! God made you beautiful inside and out we all make mistakes trust me we allllllll have! Please feel better focus on the positive

21cookielover21 · 26-30, F

I've tried to. But I can't. As soon as I change my own mind, and stop telling myself, I go back to thinking the same way I used to.

kristindxoxo94

You can though I promise you, I've had so many friends who were trapped in such a dark place before the only way they could over come it was to think positive I know this is hard but anytime you think of a negative though just ignore it and replace it with a positive on please just try it! Happiness is bound to find out and conquer all of your sadness its possible I believe in you!!! (:

21cookielover21 · 26-30, F

I try to. I am doing better than I was. Now it's only one or two nights a week usually that it just overcomes me and I breakdown. Although some weeks it's more often.