I Need Someone to Talk to

Mistaken... Even though I am young, I have made many, many mistakes. And done a lot of stuff I truly regret. I'm depressed, and have been for 3 years now. My self esteem has slowly diminished since I was 9 years old. I'm really looking for one person who I can tell everything. And they won't leave. I know I am a horrible person, and I need to change my ways. But I need encouragement. And i'm too scared to tell my current friends the monster I really am. :(

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lkntraveler

I know the feeling, Im scared also of telling my friends of how depressed I have been. The bad thing is yesterday I was caught crying in the bathroom by one of my coworkers. Now it seems everyone has caught on at my work that Im having issues. The one person I told about my problems happens to be the one person I care the most about. Now Im afraid shes gonna run, or think Im totally nuts..

21cookielover21 · 26-30, F

I'm very sorry to hear about that. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you. I know how hard it is to be depressed and scared to tell. I've struggled with it for 3 years. I told my one friend once and she told my guidance counselor at school and then i had to deal with counseling for a year. It made me feel even worse cuz I was too scared that he would tell my parents anything I said. So now everything thinks I am cured and I am too scared to tell them I'm not cured at all.

lkntraveler

Yeah It sucks, sometimes its you facing the world.