I Need Advice
These past few days I have been feeling so overwhelmed, it seems like all my life is changing so fast and I do not know if I will be able to deal with everything. This is my last semester at the university and it feels like the "real world" is just around the corner, I do not know if what I have done with my life is worth something or if it even will help me to get a job. I am a good student, I have never failed a class, I have done internships and courses but sometimes it just ask myself "am I doing enough?". I do not want to compare myself to others but I just wonder if they ask themselves the exact same question. I guess at some point in life everyone ask themselves this question.
Appart from this issues, I been feeling a little lonely. I have friends and all but is not like I can think of them as "real friends". I mean, if I have a problem I can tell them and everything, we can talk, but it is not like I have a group or a best friend with whom I talk everyday. Some days it feels like I don´t have real friends at all.
I have a nice boyfriend, he loves me and he supports me but lately he has been really busy with work and we haven´t had much time to hang out as before and maybe that too makes me feel a little sad. I know he has things to do and has responsibilities but is impossible not to want to spend a bit more time with him. In between all this, I feel like I overthink things to much. I really would like to stop thinking so much about everything because it is really hurting me. Specially one thought that I will probably adress in some future post related to him and his past.
So far, this is kind of my life right know; a bit messy, all over the place and I think my writting actually shows how I am feeling. Anyway, I just needed to vent. If you have an advice, I would really appreciate it and I would like to read if someone out there has been feeling like this at some point in life.
When Experience Project was still out there I used often to improve my writing while talking about life and my experiences and that website really helped me to get through a really hard time and I am very thankful for that and all the support I got from the people of the community.
Appart from this issues, I been feeling a little lonely. I have friends and all but is not like I can think of them as "real friends". I mean, if I have a problem I can tell them and everything, we can talk, but it is not like I have a group or a best friend with whom I talk everyday. Some days it feels like I don´t have real friends at all.
I have a nice boyfriend, he loves me and he supports me but lately he has been really busy with work and we haven´t had much time to hang out as before and maybe that too makes me feel a little sad. I know he has things to do and has responsibilities but is impossible not to want to spend a bit more time with him. In between all this, I feel like I overthink things to much. I really would like to stop thinking so much about everything because it is really hurting me. Specially one thought that I will probably adress in some future post related to him and his past.
So far, this is kind of my life right know; a bit messy, all over the place and I think my writting actually shows how I am feeling. Anyway, I just needed to vent. If you have an advice, I would really appreciate it and I would like to read if someone out there has been feeling like this at some point in life.
When Experience Project was still out there I used often to improve my writing while talking about life and my experiences and that website really helped me to get through a really hard time and I am very thankful for that and all the support I got from the people of the community.
26-30, F
