There is a person in me that I am always trying to find.

The one that knew how to love and had the strength to handle loss. They were only revealed in short glimpses but it was enough to know that they are there. Trying to find them has become the struggle of swimming against the current of time. Buried deeper and deeper. Dealing with the inadequacy and knowledge that there's simply no going back.

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