Withdrawing and finding solace in the thoughts of personal satisfaction or comfort.
The external distractions silenced and all that's left is the opportunity to bask in one's own personal existence. However, that very existence is where the pain and sickness lies. The realization may cause panic, even despair. The urge to make what feel like desperate attempts to reach out. Tempered by the truth of a crippled spirit.
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