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I guess my username fits my life now

Lately it's been as if I'm a target for bitter angry people the minute I step outside my home. I never bother anyone, I wear normal clothes, but I guess I'm seen as an easy target for being alone most times.
I don't care anymore, if someone wants to say I should get over it, I understand. I also understand I'm not cut out for this world and I know I will never be...
I am not looking for pity, I just don't know where to go anymore to get some peace of mind. I just want to be left alone and not have to deal with people who tear others down...I don't expect anyone to understand I have not one single friend in life, it is weird for normal people. It's not just one experience that happened that's making me feel so bad, it's stacking of events piling on each other, day in, day out...
I don't know how much longer I can live like this.
I just want to disappear and die by my own accord, I am tired
I’m sorry you’re feeling this way. Have you gotten any counseling?
Waitingaround2die · 31-35, M
@OlderSometimesWiser I never did although I know I should. It's too expensive and I don't trust in counselors to be honest. It'd be hard for me sitting there and being judged
@Waitingaround2die The right counselor won’t be judging you, they’re there to help. If you’ve been feeling this way for quite some time, then counseling and possibly medication could help. Having no support means there’s a good possibility of remaining stuck.
You are not alone. I am sorry for your pain and hurt
Waitingaround2die · 31-35, M
@MyMonstersAreReal thank you, I fell like I'm whining but it makes things a little better if I write them down
@Waitingaround2die Its not whining, its expressing. It can be very therapeutic writing it out. There are some amazing people here to lean on should you need extra support. I hope things get easier.

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