I guess my username fits my life now

Lately it's been as if I'm a target for bitter angry people the minute I step outside my home. I never bother anyone, I wear normal clothes, but I guess I'm seen as an easy target for being alone most times.
I don't care anymore, if someone wants to say I should get over it, I understand. I also understand I'm not cut out for this world and I know I will never be...
I am not looking for pity, I just don't know where to go anymore to get some peace of mind. I just want to be left alone and not have to deal with people who tear others down...I don't expect anyone to understand I have not one single friend in life, it is weird for normal people. It's not just one experience that happened that's making me feel so bad, it's stacking of events piling on each other, day in, day out...
I don't know how much longer I can live like this.
I just want to disappear and die by my own accord, I am tired