The dreams stay drowned in a sea of numbness.

My own self-manufactured loneliness crashing the comforts of a quiet night. My thoughts unable to comprehend how there is still optimism. Why do I still want to feel something when my ever reliable acquaintance named Indifference is right there to supposedly protect me from such madness?

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MoonlightLullaby · 41-45, F

I've been in this same frame of mind before. Apathy isn't a pretty place, but it seems you still have some hopefulness within.

Benjago · 41-45, M

@MoonlightLullaby Thank you.

MoonlightLullaby · 41-45, F

@Benjago You're most welcome. I need to pull out a few older writings to share with people like yourself. There is hope, just know that. Best wishes on finding the light✨

Benjago · 41-45, M

@MoonlightLullaby I know. Certain moods will put me in a place where I feel like I'm wanting but I can usually quiet it. I know patience is the way.

MoonlightLullaby · 41-45, F

@Benjago Introspection & lots of soul work which requires patience. Baby steps!

Eta: don't rely much on moods either because those are so fleeting and provide temporary contentment.