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I hate my family and myself

Things about my family good+bad things

Mum:can be kind rarely very over protective can mad if i do something which she should be mor worried about then mad she doesnt understand how much i go through(age 39)

Dad:funny not that much caring i jever vent to him because i dont like him he gets mad at me alot more than my brother if he hears something upstairs and things me and my brother are chatting or something and always assumes it me it always has to be me when it usually my brother(age 39)

Jack/brother:i hate everything about him he is always moody to to shouts at me for nothing gets me told of for nothing he also hits me alot not in a sibling was u have bruises and marks bc of him and i want him dead to be honest (age 13)

Me:i hate my life im insecure i stared selfharm when i was seven staryed with blunt scissors now blades and knifes im suicidal i hate everything and everone at this point i got groomed when i was six i get bullied and more but who cares([removed by staff])
assemblingaknob · 26-30, F
you have been through a lottttttt. :(
my mother also had a favourite child. The rest of us were her punching bags. and our dad never really cared about it. he was extremely emotionally distant. I too started self harming. My older sister was treated like a god. She's extremely manipulative, and that is part of the reason why I couldn't have a healthy relationship with my mother.
i'm almost 30 now. Still alive despite everything.

You are strong. You will get out of this. You don't have to live with your parents forever. Just use their resources to climb up in life and get out of there when you have something to fall back on (a skill/a degree/a job) and then never look back.
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