Carrying so much hate, anger, and saddness into 2023 bc my mind still won't accept reality

I did nothing wrong, wrong was done to ME. Yet you betrayed me without even letting me speak. All I have done since day 1 is support you, monetarily and emotionally. I was always there when you needed me & I always had your back. But you switched up so fast, turned on me when you had taken all I had to offer. I'm so angry, but I'm angry most with myself bc I knew what a piece of shit u were but I ignored it, EVERY SINGLE TIME, and now I suffer the consequences. To anyone reading this, it is very true that when someone tells you who they are, believe them. If someone had told me this before maybe it would all be different.