I Hate Myself

You know what’s also a struggle? When you casually go out to eat then him have him say “I’ve talked enough about myself talk about you” but I literally hate myself and I hate opening and I hate my life lmao. Do you know how bad it is to let someone in when I have this depression?

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Fiddlesticks

Are you even ready for that level of conversation?
Maybe that isn't where you should be right now, mentally?

lilangel · 26-30, F

It’s nothing like deep he just asks casual questions to get to know me but like I have recollection of bad memories it’s hard to just causally talk about good things @Fiddlesticks

Fiddlesticks

@lilangel That's what I mean. Maybe you need to get better at liking yourself before you can even approach letting someone else get to know you.

lilangel · 26-30, F

I know.. I’m crying right now because this happens all the time@Fiddlesticks

ozgirl512 · 31-35, F

@lilangel maybe it's time you find some help to drag them out into the light and drive a stake through them...