I Hate Myself

i dont think i could ever stop i am a waste of space who contributes nothing i am a mentally insane mess who should have never been born i am a disgrace i am nothing and i will always be nothing i am nothing

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Peaceful · F

May I ask why you believe this? Parent stuff?

rageandhate · 26-30, F

no its just the truth

Peaceful · F

someone taught you this crappy stuff

rageandhate · 26-30, F

@Peaceful: no i look at myself and its what i see

Peaceful · F

Let me ask in a bit of a different way. Are you close to your parents? Are they supportive of you?

rageandhate · 26-30, F

@Peaceful: no i'm not

Peaceful · F

I'm very sorry honey. Can you tell me why? Are you an only child?

rageandhate · 26-30, F

@Peaceful: i'm 20 years old i dont live with them my problems are with myself not with them.

Peaceful · F

@rageandhate: I mean this in the most gentlest of ways, if your low self esteem didn't come from your parents lack of nurturing and reminding you how wonderful you are, where did it come from?

rageandhate · 26-30, F

@Peaceful: from knowing who i am i dont have low self esteem i just know what i am and dont pretend to be something i am not.

Peaceful · F

@rageandhate: if I may ask, do you feel shame from choices that you've made?

rageandhate · 26-30, F

@Peaceful: no