I Hate Myself

1. I am incompetent and can't comprehend anything at my job
2. I keep failing the CPA exams
3. I am painfully shy and lacking confidence
4. I hate looking in the mirror
5. I have been suffering from depression and anxiety for a while
6. I am pessimist at heart.
7. My family sucks
8. I dont know how to drive
9. I have never had a relationship last longer than 1 month.
10. I have a gigantic crush on a female manager at work and its ruining my life
11. I hold back when speaking to someone of high authority at work
12. I DREAD coming out of bed in the mornings to go to work.
13. I don't make enough money to afford my own place but I work all the time.
14. I arrange my thoughts mentally but have huge difficulty articulating them.
15. I absolutely despise my father.

th3r0n · 41-45, M

Well that's pretty rough. I hear people who doubt themselves don't test well at all because they doubt themselves and don't use their correct answers and choose the wrong ones.

Perhaps if you can find some faith you will be able to pass the CPA exam and make the money you need to get out of your nightmare