I Hate Myself

I hate myself so much. I despise my size and hate it when I realize just how curvy I am. I want to be a tooth pick so badly. I have tried working out, I only gained muscle, I dont eat unhealthy, I just don't know what else to do but to go the weight loss pill route. so I guess I'm headed there next.. maybe I will finally lose weight and get the body I need.

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Ashbarg

I feel so curvy as well...I have a friend who used to weigh more than me and now she weighs less than me. It hurts so much to know that I have started gaining weight because I am recovering from my eating disorders. It's to the extent where I cry myself to sleep. She seems so perfect and I...well I consider myself nothing compared to her