You Won't Win I've been down for days. Anxious, depressed, as frightened and as helpless as a...

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I've been down for days. Anxious, depressed, as frightened and as helpless as a young child. That's what happens when you find the love of your life while you're at your most vulnerable and then she rips your heart out. But this morning I made the...

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Justmeraeagain · 56-60, F

I think you need to just maybe? Focus on yourself for a while and what you need to make yourself well?
I struggle with anxiety as well and I've just after my many years on the planet have sought out some professional help -took me a long time.

GymRat584 · 41-45, M

@Justmeraeagain oh that's the best part. I AM in fact in therapy. However, insurance is giving my therapist a hard time and my sessions were suspended until that gets resolved. Perfect timing, huh?

Justmeraeagain · 56-60, F

@GymRat584 insurance companies stink

GymRat584 · 41-45, M

@Justmeraeagain isn't that the truth?

Evillynn · 41-45, F

Hang in there. Be patient and kind to yourself. It's a hard thing to go through. Utilize emotional supports. Find the little things that make you smile. Find new things thay you find enjoyment in. Reach out when you need a little extra help. You'll get through this. Going to the gym again is a huge step. Be proud of yourself.

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GymRat584 · 41-45, M

@Evillynn I will easily admit we had a MAJOR trauma connection, one I definitely didn't count on. I met her four months removed from my brother dying of an overdose.

Evillynn · 41-45, F

@GymRat584 Ooof. I'm so sorry. I lost my guy best friend that I grew up with to an OD. I absolutely hate hard drugs. Definitely pick up a book to help process and heal. That's such hard circumstances to lose a loved one. Sending you virtual hugs.

GymRat584 · 41-45, M

@Evillynn thank you, and hugs back.

Birdbox1986 · 31-35, F

Did you keep cheating on her when she took you back too many times ( don’t lie)

GymRat584 · 41-45, M

@Birdbox1986 NEVER. I NEVER cheated on her.

Birdbox1986 · 31-35, F

@GymRat584 did you both love each other

GymRat584 · 41-45, M

@Birdbox1986 we sure did. I never loved ANY woman the way I loved her.

SleepingWithGhosts · 46-50, M

Hope things get better for you dude.

GymRat584 · 41-45, M

@SleepingWithGhosts thanks. I sure hope so.

Simplyme33 · 31-35, F

I hope everything gets easier as the time goes by

GymRat584 · 41-45, M

@Simplyme33 easier. Yeah, that's the right word. I don't know that it'll ever be better. It's not even been a week but this was, again, no ordinary relationship to me.

Simplyme33 · 31-35, F

@GymRat584 I understand. U gotta just let it pass. Its painful for sure, but it will get much better.

GoFish ·

if you love her you let her win graciously.. don't forget you left her house windows open compromising her security.. true love is considerate of the other person not selfish

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GoFish ·

@GymRat584 oh she's the one who opened them not you? did you not notice?

GymRat584 · 41-45, M

@GoFish chances are I did, then I just blanked out. Maybe too was crashing (fatigue wise). Again, I'm trying even now to figure out how on earth I could've forgotten that she even opened the doors.

GoFish ·

@GymRat584 hmm

Nocturna

Life is like that

GymRat584 · 41-45, M

@Nocturna sure is

ReptilianFromPlanetCrush · M

GymRat584 · 41-45, M

@ReptilianFromPlanetCrush that final line is a CLASSIC from Henry.

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