Have you attempted suicide before or known someone that has?

I had a friend on here who did it.

I also got harassed over it by a certain "popular" user here and their army, which made it all the more traumatic.

I have not. I know many people who have attempted though.

Yes and yes.

a lot of thoughts over the decades....but i made an unbreakable promise

nope

but drank myself into a stupor in my 20s