An unsimilar bloke returns
Hello all,
This is Jeff, aka Mr. Almost Crazy. After awhile of going without this wondrous platform, I find myself descending even more into craziness, the bad crazy I mean, where you feel like lashing out, but without the knowledge to make said lashing work.
It's immensely therapeutic to just write out the thoughts to a general public, not to specific people, like I did to 2 unfortunate people on email, I apologize for being the way I am to them, and wish here to conduct myself in a more pure manner.
I want to make a fresh start here, and if things go well i'll give a progress report like changing the name to something like MrSaneMan or something of that ilk.
Putting into practice the things I learn from predominately books but also from the films and music is for me being able to talk about them in a way that I can live with myself for having said them.
I must have rigid standards for myself, and only if I succeed, shall I hope to be an example to others to be more consistent, and to put into action other virtuous tendencies we are individually capable of doing.
I appreciate most of all the ability to express myself here, and wish never ever to get into debates with anyone else, unless I feel personally up to defending my positions to my liking. Besides that I hope to delve into the finer points of mental activity, and if anyone likes that, great, if anyone dislikes it, that's fine too.
In my own little hellscape I am treating the 80 year old I live with to a unique presentation of my film collection, where I show just a little bit at a time from a wide variety with rules in place, if he talks while it plays, I go back to the beginning, and if that happens too often I shall keep all my film viewing till I live alone.
What is of even more importance to me is to spend reading my Kindle contents.
In order of importance
1. Kindle contents
2. Film collection
3. Audible, which is a listening version of reading
Please block me if all you're gonna do is tell me what I got to do instead.
Thanks, and be well y'all, stick up for yourselves, and discern what is going on, try not to make snap judgments about things and people. We live in a complex world, and SW is a microcosm of that, sure one may be here to just shoot the shit, have a laugh and all, and i'll be doing that too, but that is not even 1% of what I hope to be doing here, what my main goal is to become less crazy.
Crazy definition here is a state of frustrating helplessness.
Ciao 4 Now.
This is Jeff, aka Mr. Almost Crazy. After awhile of going without this wondrous platform, I find myself descending even more into craziness, the bad crazy I mean, where you feel like lashing out, but without the knowledge to make said lashing work.
It's immensely therapeutic to just write out the thoughts to a general public, not to specific people, like I did to 2 unfortunate people on email, I apologize for being the way I am to them, and wish here to conduct myself in a more pure manner.
I want to make a fresh start here, and if things go well i'll give a progress report like changing the name to something like MrSaneMan or something of that ilk.
Putting into practice the things I learn from predominately books but also from the films and music is for me being able to talk about them in a way that I can live with myself for having said them.
I must have rigid standards for myself, and only if I succeed, shall I hope to be an example to others to be more consistent, and to put into action other virtuous tendencies we are individually capable of doing.
I appreciate most of all the ability to express myself here, and wish never ever to get into debates with anyone else, unless I feel personally up to defending my positions to my liking. Besides that I hope to delve into the finer points of mental activity, and if anyone likes that, great, if anyone dislikes it, that's fine too.
In my own little hellscape I am treating the 80 year old I live with to a unique presentation of my film collection, where I show just a little bit at a time from a wide variety with rules in place, if he talks while it plays, I go back to the beginning, and if that happens too often I shall keep all my film viewing till I live alone.
What is of even more importance to me is to spend reading my Kindle contents.
In order of importance
1. Kindle contents
2. Film collection
3. Audible, which is a listening version of reading
Please block me if all you're gonna do is tell me what I got to do instead.
Thanks, and be well y'all, stick up for yourselves, and discern what is going on, try not to make snap judgments about things and people. We live in a complex world, and SW is a microcosm of that, sure one may be here to just shoot the shit, have a laugh and all, and i'll be doing that too, but that is not even 1% of what I hope to be doing here, what my main goal is to become less crazy.
Crazy definition here is a state of frustrating helplessness.
Ciao 4 Now.
46-50, M
