Do you fear abandonment? Have you overcome it?

@SW-User it feels impossible to get over

@ScreamingFox I sometimes feel nothing at all ...It's not even something I try to do ...it's just an automatic switch goes off and I shut down ...I think it's just a coping mechanism my brain has become used to over time... it doesn't happen as much anymore ...I think it's because I've made peace with certain things ...

@SW-User I feel the numbness.

I'm sorry your brain has to work that way. You're strong. That numbness was pain, now it's fortifying you.

@ScreamingFox I think whst eventually happens is you get to a point of feeling everything so deeply it consumes you ...and you eventually are like well...fuck feeling like this because it gets me nowhere and helps no one

@SW-User 💯 but 💔