I want to have an affair

I want to feel excitement.

I want to get to know someone, and want them, and lust after them. I want to feel that excitement seeing I have a message or an email. I want to feel wanted and alive.

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lost213 · 46-50, M

My SO had an affair 9 yrs ago. And to this day I still despise her for it. The only releasing I stay with her is because of my kids. I don’t want them to suffer because one of us was selfish. Don’t get me wrong I thought about it many times myself but I know it would just be for revenge. I am not a petty person like that.
However once my youngest graduate HS, anything goes.