I went on a date with my ex lover. We have stopped being lovers but have been friends for a few years now..

It was fun, but I pulled myself back on the dance floor bc I wasn’t expecting to be out so late. Also I was trying not to get so put under his charming spell. :) .. I ended the night earlier than I wanted to tbh. I just had so much work to do the next day. He was a gentleman about me saying I had to go, but I think he was hoping we would do more. That was throwing me off a bit bc I feel like we took the time to solidify that we were “just casual friends”… before getting into our separate Ubers we kissed 😇… I knew it was going to happen. And bc “we’re casual friends now” I debated if I should resist, but I figured one quick kiss is ok. I love him. I always will. But I also understand that we have separate lives and for undefined reasons the dynamic of our relationship isn’t “full-time”The last time I saw him prior to this was like 6 months ago and there was No kissing or touching “just casual friends” catching up over some chips and sals. We’ve created our own little world….This date was 4 days ago. The last thing we texted about was how we are going to do karaoke “sometime sooner than later”Obviously I’ve been daydreaming about it.

I’m debating if I should text him about leaving early the other night, something like, “..😏 For the record, I would’ve stayed out dancing with you longer if I didn’t have so much to do in the next day😉

Should I? Or should I just wait to text him when my friends and I go out to karaoke next week?