I feel like I'm always letting her down
I always let her down. Because of the time zone difference, I'm asleep while she's at work, and her time between work and going to sleep is when I'm at work. I always want to spend every waking minute talking to her, but because I'm on my phone at work it can be hard to get back to her in a timely manner or say as much as I want to sometimes (I hate typing on my phone). She says she doesn't mind, but I hate myself for it all. I'm not good enough for her.