Why do i still have feelings for him if he just keeps hurting me over and over?

It's familiar. You know what to do with him. You know how things are most likely going to go. You feel like you understand what the worst that could happen is...untill it's something you completely don't see coming and your shocked about it...but at the same time you feel like you can think your way out of that kind of situation so that it doesn't happen again. Maybe if you did/said something different. Maybe if so and so wasn't involved. Maybe if it was a different time or place....but really it's just him. Nothing you do or say will change somebody untill they want to. And there's no guarantee they will ever want to. They have all the potential in the world to be different but might feel just fine with being doing the same as they always have. I hope things get better Hun❤️