Do you enjoy being checked out occasionally

...but ALSO feel so self conscious at the same time???

An attractive guy was looking at me twice as I walked nearby today. Even though at FIRST i enjoyed it I felt so awkward as I got closer.😩 I really hate it. If he had ever talked to me I would've for a minute too..but if they show MORE interest I will clam up and I don't feel I am enough. I wish life were not this difficult when it came to love or attraction 😟