I want peace

I am desperate for peace. Sometimes I think I want solitude, because company and general every day life is so noisy. But then when you do get solitude, all the noise in side of you seems so much louder and the anxiety and discomfort of being gets worse and worse.
Then you get lonely of course.
I just want peace. I want a stillness inside of me. I want to be like a cool crisp winter morning. Quiet, gentle, serene, relaxed...
Uncorncerned.
I want a sense of Being, without all the extra fanfare.