a Love/Hate [I Love Sleeping]

When I am awake, I want to be awake.

but when I am sleeping....I want to sleep...

such a long time.

I do not want to be awake.

and in the daytime, i dread sleep...because everything is re-set..

not...in life

but, in me.

I am re-set.

I have to find everything that makes me happy, all over again.

god I hate sleep.

but.....then again....take me away to where it doesnt hurt.

and then i wake up.