I went for another Vipassana course, a 10 day silent retreat someplace in Malaysia. It's been 2 days I am out..
I cannot stop cryin… since I left the course.. I am sick, it is so intense somehow. I decided to return back to that jungle camp and to rest there for a bit. The place and the guy there and the pets - all are sweet and nice. I will go to heal and rest there for a while.
I am a little overwhelmed this time with my health, a wound in my leg isn’t healing, both of my feet got some weird kind of wound infections during the course, and I too have a lung infection -nothing too heavy but it is there draining my energy. And my period together. Too too much. I know you have your own life and loads yourself, I just wanted to say these to someone.
And where to turn to
I hope you missed me too eheh... 💙
apart from these, I am doing well. :)indeed, somehow
@SageWanderer thank you, I am having an eye on them constantly and keeping them clean. yes and the painting muse 😊 in the past I was worried when having Her nowhere nearby, nowadays I am completely safe in the relationship - She's free to come and go, and when She's gone, I too have other things to mind...
@ninalanyon I keep them clean and I do my best. I will see when at the camp. I plan to buy some materials and begin painting again, I have a strong feeling that this is the balm I am looking for. thank you...
I didn't mention that I have rented a room nearby the meditation centre for a couple of days in order to get myself together..before moving on. I am considering what next..
There is something pulling me to Nepal, and there is something calling me to Greece. And all in between..
