Who knows. Just stuff I guess

It's weird to think that it's been so long since I joined EP. It was 12 October 2012, and I was in tears struggling to fight seemingly insurmountable suicidal thoughts, googling to find... support maybe? Or ideas for ending it all - I no longer remember those details and it doesn't matter anyway.

It's been 11 years (soon) and I guess I'm... not sure what this feeling is. It's not nostalgia exactly, but more sad about the amount of time that's passed. Like, where did the time go? Why don't I remember so much of it? Why is my brain like this.