I Wasted My Time On Someone

If there was anything I could say to you, it would be that I'm sorry I ever found you again. My curiosity got the best of me. You know, he told me just yesterday that if you had been a good catch he might have let it happen. I am shocked that he would even say that at all. You may have bad luck, and you're just one of those people who just doesn't learn, but it doesn't make you a bad person. I don't know, maybe you're just misunderstood or just want to rebel altogether. I thought I understood you until you screwed everything. You were like a kindred spirit but at the same time a fool. I was a fool. I miss you, yet I don't because of what it's caused. And that too is also my fault. I was stupid to think I could do something like that without consequences. Now you're just a memory. It's been almost 4 years since I felt your lips against mine. 4 years since I ruined my relationship over a simple kiss. 4 years since I confessed that I loved you both. 4 years. And you still continue to haunt me, as though you're watching from a distance, hoping that I will dial your number which I refrain from. And that is despite the fact that your Canadian wife is now here living with you with your children.