It’s strange how the ugliest side of me is the one that wants to be loved the most.

Felt

Many times reality in reverse is even more real.
I'm too doing a similar job

Its perfectly understandable! Surprising you wouldn't feel that.

Love wouldn't be a problem 4 anyone if their camera-pretty-smile was the ONLY face we showed everyday anytime, even after a gut wrenching piece of truth.

Love is nothing if not accepting of all of u (or anything)

Same.

Because it needs it most.

sounds like the ugliest is the most real...

What does your ugly side consist of ??

It’s even stranger that a want to love the dark side in people who I see the best in 😌