Well there is no one else I want to spend my life with. I do try to make her happy, I hope I've done well. Only by having can you lose and I wanted to have her in my life. So I accept that one day there may be loss, it's a hard deal but i'll take it. The only ultimatum was from within my own heart. Other, yeah well 'other' is what makes it fun and interesting and painful and rewarding and true.