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I Am Married, Lonely And Crave Intimacy

Sometimes at night it's the worst. Just lying next to her with my hand on her side, or her hip. I run my fingers over her body, sometimes up under her shirt and tracing the top of her pajama pant. So many nights this is the case, and so many nights get no reaction. I get myself worked up with no results.
Maybe I should keep my hands to myself.

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LaLumieri · 51-55, F

Im going on 4 years of this all because i wont change my look to suit his fetish/ocd i totally can relate

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Oside77 · 46-50, M

So sorry to hear that. It is very hard to be so frustrated and not be angry otherwise. It hurts to be pushed away, but it also hurts when there is no reaction at all.

LaLumieri · 51-55, F

@Oside77: yes i agree. But its hurtful that he married me with no complaint and now makes me feel like im unattractive and just disgusts him

Oside77 · 46-50, M

I completely understand. I know I'm not unattractive and disgusting, but that's how it makes me feel. To be unwanted by the one you love.

LaLumieri · 51-55, F

I know that isolated feeling and im with u all the way on how it can make a person feel

LaLumieri · 51-55, F

@Oside77: im sorry you are made to feel that way. I urge you to always know and feel your worth.

Oside77 · 46-50, M

It makes me want to seek someone out so I can feel wanted again. I want someone to share this built up passion with. Finding that someone is so difficult.

LaLumieri · 51-55, F

I feel the same but i could never physically cheat

LaLumieri · 51-55, F

Iam too honorable

Oside77 · 46-50, M

That's why it's so hard.

LaLumieri · 51-55, F

Thus the reason im here

Oside77 · 46-50, M

Same. If I had someone to share it with, I probably wouldn't be on here. 😝

LaLumieri · 51-55, F

I didnt think anyone else went through this

Oside77 · 46-50, M

There are many of us, actually. It's funny though, I find we are all separated geographically so even if we wanted to be there for each other (physically), it's nearly impossible.

LaLumieri · 51-55, F

Lol maybe thats a good thing. So i guess im the " new jack" lol
Nyc here

Oside77 · 46-50, M

Lol. Maybe it is. Otherwise we could get in a lot of trouble.
Cali here.

LaLumieri · 51-55, F

Lol. Yes . You are 36?

Oside77 · 46-50, M

No. I'm 39. Big 4-0 in a couple months.

LaLumieri · 51-55, F

Wow so young still lol. My sis just turned 40 last thurs. Im 44 uggghhh did i really just say that in public

Oside77 · 46-50, M

You did. Lol.
44 looks good on you though. 😉

LaLumieri · 51-55, F

Lol you havent seen me

Oside77 · 46-50, M

No. I haven't. But I still think you're beautiful. 😊

LaLumieri · 51-55, F

Awwwww thank you ..actually iam my profile pic

Oside77 · 46-50, M

Well, your profile pic is of a beautiful woman. So...

LaLumieri · 51-55, F

Even though its just a shadow? ( thats what my sn means)

Oside77 · 46-50, M

Yes. Even a shadow can be beautiful.

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