it's better to die than to be all alone.

What else can I do when my own family, best friend and close friends and relatives left me to rot when I needed them the most. I am so down.

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blueumbrella · 31-35, F

That's why never to rely on people, even the closest ones. That's how they are. Better to not rely on anyone coz when we most need someone, they won't be there. Start relying on yourself and trust yourself more than others.

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notaregularguy · 26-30, M

@blueumbrella: yep I know that's true. But it's not about relying. If I was meato be alone then why I was given these people in the first place. It hurts.

blueumbrella · 31-35, F

@DixieChick: I've experienced that, first i used to think it was sheer bad luck that i'd be alone when i most needed someone, but then after observing people, it's how their nature is, they want us to be there for them but when we need them, they'd give excuses or disappear. I've now learnt not to rely on anyone, instead when i most need someone i go into solitude and it helps me clear things more.

notaregularguy · 26-30, M

I don't know how I should do that. I am very weak and unstable mentally and am clinically depressed and broken.

blueumbrella · 31-35, F

@notaregularguy: People always come and go. They are not given to us. People are with us in our journey upto a certain extent, no one is going to walk with you forever, and if you expect that from them, expectations will hurt. Don't expect anything from people, just enjoy their company but don't expect they will be there when you need them.

notaregularguy · 26-30, M

@blueumbrella: hmm..ok kw that. I have been learning a lot about society and people . I also learnt that but I just can't let go and accept hat am all alone and I wanna do hinges on my own. Like, I do really need to.change.